There is a cancer awareness event going on atm, in SL, and I had a few prims to spare, so set up an area for those who had no use of a studio, to either take a photo or I would have happily done it for them, sadly someone sent me a very visible message, rezzed all items and set the fire effect to max so it looked like it was burning down..
It was not only hurtful but also very petty and downright evil in the circumstances.
I am aware of my non popularity in some circles, I guess as one friend put it, they cant label or box me so they feel threatened.
Thankfully I dont suffer such paranoia, I admire peoples creativity, Jealousy is such a negative emotion, as for EGO I truly do find that kind of distasteful, we are all gifted in many ways, its just finding out what that gift is and developing it.
I would love to see those peeps who really do feel theyre superior a few weeks after the sewage worker had gone on strike LOL , yep I have a very evil sense of humor.
SL for me is just another creative outlet, and I so do love to see the fabulous creations within it.
I guess I thought modelling would allow me to explore more of the detailed work, and it does to a point, but not being much of a party person, preferring to build or take photos, I dont mix much.
I would always try to support a great cause though, which is why the event on my sim saddened me so much, ahh such is the viciousness of some individuals within the modelling circuit.
I would say the worst thing I have learned in SL since joining this group, is mistrust, and thats very very sad.
With that said, I have met a few and again with sadness I list them on one hand, nice people, so maybe its time to leave the model scene and just explore the fabulous world that is SL.
Have a beautiful week
very sad and dissillusioned