I really have had it,

There is a cancer awareness  event  going on atm, in SL, and I had a few prims to spare, so set up an area for  those who had no use of a studio, to  either take a photo or I would have happily done it for them, sadly someone sent me a  very visible message, rezzed all items and set the fire effect to max so it looked like it was burning down..

 

It was not only  hurtful but also very petty and downright evil in the circumstances.

I am aware of my non popularity in  some circles,  I guess as one friend  put it,  they cant  label or box me so they   feel  threatened.

Thankfully I dont suffer such paranoia, I admire peoples creativity, Jealousy is such a negative emotion,  as for EGO I  truly do find  that kind of distasteful, we are all gifted in many ways, its just finding   out what that gift is and developing it.

 

I would love to see  those peeps who  really do  feel theyre superior  a few weeks after the sewage worker had   gone on strike  LOL , yep I have a very evil sense of humor.

SL for me is just another creative outlet, and I so do love  to see the fabulous creations within  it.

I guess I thought  modelling  would allow me to explore more of the detailed work, and it does to a point, but not being much of a party person, preferring to build or  take  photos, I dont mix much.

I would always try to support a great cause though,   which is why the event on my sim saddened me so much, ahh  such is the viciousness of some individuals within the modelling circuit.

I would  say the worst thing I have learned in SL  since  joining this  group, is  mistrust, and thats   very very sad.

 

With  that said, I have met a few and again with sadness I list them on one hand, nice people, so maybe its time to  leave the model scene and just explore  the fabulous world that  is SL.

Have a beautiful  week

Much Love

from  a

very sad and  dissillusioned

Xia

xox

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